Hi sadanon, don't forget Harry Potter became the most badass wizard ever.
Personally, I'm worried about dying in a car crash before seeing how this Q movie turns out!
Aside from suicide, there's the philosophical idea of psychological suicide. It's where you just fucking leave it all behind and try life somewhere else. Who knows, might work out better? Go live in Australia or Mexico, or North Korea. If you're accepting that death is a choice, then life is a choice as well. You can be reborn somewhere else, there are no limits to those who fear not death. Just try to live your new life with love