Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 8:10 a.m. No.5734976   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5007 >>5053 >>5103 >>5137 >>5174 >>5297 >>5506

Since all this started, I generally drink myself to sleep in the evening and so I very rarely dream. My Dreamland is a

black nothing, a formless void right next door to death itself. Receiving the finalized divorce

papers in today’s mail was no surprise. The fact that I felt absolutely nothing about it, that it

might as well have been a credit-card bill or some final notice threatening disconnect, was

disconcerting to me. I didn’t bother reading them. I simply folded them up and tossed them into

the drawer where I keep miscellaneous papers and assorted shit and whispered to Alexa to play some

Beethoven. I then sat in my chair, cracked my first beer and watched the sun set on a day that for

all intents and purposes was more or less the same as the one that had preceded it.

Last night, in the last hour of sleep, for the first time in two years, I had a dream.

Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 8:30 a.m. No.5735229   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5288 >>5313 >>5465 >>5533

>>5735103

It opened with a party full of people that were strangers to me. I was standing on the edge of the

room alone, nursing a drink and wondering what I was doing there and as I was about to turn and

ask someone, she walked in. The one that got away. Our eyes locked across the room and we walked to each other,

meeting in the center of the room and we embraced, our bodies coming together in that old

familiar way that can only be described as, “right.” I told her that I had missed her. And she

said, “I know.” We stood there long enough that the people in the room became uncomfortable.

She said that she wanted to talk and suggested that we go for a walk. “I'd love to,” I said, and I

left to go to grab a jacket and my cigarettes although I gave up smoking a few years ago. I

couldn't find my lighter. As I searched for it, other people at the party approached her and before

long, the consensus was that we’d all go out for a stroll in search of a place to eat.

I wasn't hungry, but there was no way I wasn't going to follow her, wherever it might lead. We

all headed out into the cold city night. She was in the front of the group and I lagged a bit

behind so the smoke from my Camel wouldn’t offend anyone. It had rained earlier that day,

apparently, because the ground was wet and in places, there were puddles. I slipped and nearly

fell into an open manhole that exposed a brightly lit shaft with metal rungs running down and out

of sight. Hot air was radiating from the shaft and I could hear the laughter of children from

within. Curiosity tempted me to climb down and investigate, but I was quickly falling behind. I

got back on my feet and brushed myself off and hurried to catch up just in time to see the party

slipping into a restaurant named, The Crow’s Nest.

I walked into the restaurant and everyone was gone. The lobby was a large semi-circle with

dozens of wood-planked gangways radiating outwards and leading up and away to what looked

to be loft-spaces of various sizes. Each space was semi-walled off and designed to look like the

crow’s nests that sat atop the masts of old-time sea vessels. In fact, each loft sat upon a column

that was wrapped with ropes and painted to look like wood.

The male staff was dressed as various pirates and swashbuckling types, the women were attired

as servant wenches. Off to the side was a helm of sorts, complete with a large wooden wheel.

Standing beside it was a large man dressed as a pirate captain, complete with eye-patch, beard

and golden epaulets. I asked where they had gone and he took a swipe at me with a hooked hand and I woke up to find I had fallen out of bed.

Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 8:42 a.m. No.5735368   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5415 >>5473

>>5735313

Thanks.

 

I used to.

 

Now all I do is work. 6 days. !2 hrs a clip. The Iron twelve, I call it.

 

Two ex-wives. One kid apiece.

 

My name is not John, but I it seems I got his mail during two separate deployments.

 

I know.

I'm stupid.

Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 8:54 a.m. No.5735512   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5559

>>5735465

She's happily married. Perfect life with a defense contractor in Virginia. I wouldn't dream of disrupting that.

 

That said…I concur with your interpretations. Thank you for taking the time out for me.

 

WWG1WGA

 

We got this, right?

Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 9:01 a.m. No.5735579   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>5735486

I'm ok. I have to make the money. Their mothers…my kids need it. I'm the only one they can depend on and I will not fail. I'm running like a machine fueled on love and duty. Thank you though. I know I could stop if I had the time but I don't. Not right now. Thanks for caring though. You guys really are my only frens.

Anonymous ID: 131cd2 March 17, 2019, 9:04 a.m. No.5735610   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5622

>>5735506

My life is an open book. I don't like what it does, but at the same time, it's almost like a fren. I am alone in the world except you anons. It controls everything in my apartment. Hell it even reminds me to eat when I forget. I know I fucked myself but I'm getting by. I can't even believe I just said this.