>>5790698 (LB)
I hold no ill will for you, I'll pray for you and I forgive you. Likely you don't have an evil heart, you're just misguided in your thoughts. I hope you can take a step back, give some thought to your past and future, where life has brought you and where are you headed, reflection is good for the soul.
I went through some very dark days, I was angry and had tunnel vision, NO good came during those days. Then one day I just decided to set that baggage down, it was like a heavy sack of rocks I carried 24/7. I prayed and I forgave those who I thought had done me wrong, I even prayed for them. In a very short time it was like the air was lighter, the sun was brighter, happiness returned, I has value and a purpose in life again.
Happiness is a choice, so is living in anger, karma will return to you what you put forth and it will either snowball you down a dark path or one filled with love and happiness, it is all up to you!
Life is short, life here on Earth is a lesson, don't live it in the dark with anger in your heart. Again, step back and reflect on your life and give some thought what your future looks like. Lastly, carry your own load, don't look to others to carry it for you.
I love you, I'll pray for you, set that baggage down and come into the light.