hey qteam.

here's reaaaally hoping i see Ed in the news tomorrow.

thanks for all you do, regardless.

also i've burnt out, a bit. Trying to keep up with endless breads, running after Q drops, copying, capping, re-formatting… it is literally a second full-time job, and though for a solid time the energy was there, it's sorta gotten too much. The break was nice, but i haven't been able to get back into it. The idiocy during the break might have pushed me over the edge.

and i feel guilty as hell to feel/say that, because of how little and how easy that is, compared to the actual fight… but in our lowly everyday lives, we're far, far, far from the fight. And buried in fools, oblivious to serious issues while noisily chatting up distractions.

i feel bad for "dropping out" but i can't keep that up, what i was trying to do. Keeping an eye on here, of course, reading the new drops, but i feel strangely detached, all of a sudden. Weird feeling.

Anyway. Things seem exciting as ever over here, wish it still worked as well on me as it used to. Here's hoping it comes back. Here's hoping it all fucking explodes into normieland real fucking soon.

Sorry/best of luck, godspeed.

(and y'all who see me as a "depresso shill", just filter/don't reply/move on, i'm not looking for a conversation. don't let me stop ye, keep on truckin)