A true Loving Heart will only illuminate the Truth, because to Love is to be balanced. Don't be a tryhard.
Also, not everything is bad. Not absolutely everything you hear from trusted sources is to be gulped indiscriminately, and not everything a black hat says is bad.
ALWAYS use DISCERNMENT.
Truth must be grown organically - inside - intuitively - or else it's just another belief.
You can believe in angels just as you can believe that (e^i)*pi=-1
Or you can prove it both yourself.
Some things are easier to prove some harder.
(i'm not responsible for semantic misunderstanding)