My God, I’m so sorry. You are strong and you can help others. You have a wonderful gift here - your gift is that you found enough self worth to fight and break the chains. Please help others, innocents, like yourself, break those chains. You have a purpose in life that was given to you, while they attempted to take it away. Use this power, this inner strength to help others. It will be your best accomplishment in your life. The rest will come…I promise it will.
There is a way. Trust me. Something in your soul did not sit right and you followed through. You have a calling, perhaps as a counselor or advocate…I don’t know where you are but there has to be something around you that will guide you. You made it this far for a reason, you pushed forward despite the pain and suffering - it’s your calling, anon. Things here will change soon and the world is going to be a better place. Trust in yourself and your purpose.