Bob Ross is CIA.
Don’t drink then.
I have not walked in your shoes and do not know the horrors you have faced. From my own experience life is better without the bottle. Bigly better!
When you wake tomorrow to tackle another days drudgery you should try and see the hero I see in you. You served that we can speak freely here on the chans. To think any less of yourself is a lie. Tell yourself the truth and remember that you matter. Their world will come to an end soon enough.
Fight on!