Never been so suicidal. Life, marriage, family.. all falling apart. Posted about 12 hours ago if any of you nightshift fags are still around. Asked for prayer. Drama with spouse anon. Not better. I’ve fought to stay alive despite all my trauma and bs of this life, finally finding hope here, and now spouse is saying they’re gonna fucking kill themselves if I leave. Spouse is a never Trumper, hates on everything I do for the president and our country, says Q and politics in general is stupid… spouse is so fucking brainwashed and they think they know everything because they’re a “professional” and therefore label me an an extremist.. um, yeah. I’m naturally gonna have a fucking problem with that. If taking down pedos and exposing evils and spreading truth and awareness is extremism then I’m guilty as charged… but I don’t deserve to be threatened with the death of my spouse because I am wanting to leave the dumpster fire of a marriage and have wanted to for years. Now if I do they’re gonna off themselves? That’s fucking manipulative and abusive. Fuck..

Thanks for letting me just talk, anons. I’m really struggling here..

Q, I trust the plan and trust the timing. Just praying it’s soon. Been a great weekend and Monday so far as far as boom-esque things go.. Looking forward to even more vindication.. it’s tome for justice. The time for people telling us we’re crazy is over. It’s damaging and hurtful and needs to stop.