>>5887303 /lb
That wouldn't help. People could still hear your voice.
>>5887089 /pb
You need to realize just how loving a Father is our true God. You/We are never given more than we can handle…it only seems like it, but if we can push through to the rewards that come from the lessons our soul learns from those/our challenges, we emerge as victors.
Though shalt not kill! True, a lesson that all religious cults in today's world have ignored and violated millions of times over but one which the individual must take to heart - especially where it concerns one's own life. Suicide is viewed by our Father as murder and the same sufferings in store for murderers is also in store for suicides. Suicide is NOT an escape. You will exist in limbo, being constantly faced with the things you tried to escape and that will last until that time already pre-ordained for you passing on from this life.
There is no escape from pain - or in reference to the evil [D's] no escape from your crimes - and at the end of your time in limbo you will have to come back and do it ALL OVER AGAIN! Everything you hope to escape. All the pain and anguish you sought to flee…you will have to experience it all over until you can learn the lessons that made you arrive at that point in your life.
Pray for the light to help you examine your situation and help you make the decision that will change your life. Only Father can advise but only you can make the change.