Humbled, anons… wow.. don’t even know what to say.. just went back to the bread I abandoned to catch up after feeling sorry for my POS self for a bit and came back to this. I know this board can be harsh, but it’s so real. We really are a family here (except the shills, kys) and we take care of our own. Thanks for the reality check anons.

I am at a loss for what to do from here. We are the stability of the family. We are the go-between. Our family is the one everyone turns to. By everyone I mean our family-both sides, our church, spouse’s clients, places we volunteer. Divorce would be very public and messy.. I’m terrified. Of all scenarios..

I’m too committed to this to get distracted by my personal issues though. I’m just gonna have to hold this off for a bit longer. I will admit I am weak, but it is He who strengthens me and I have faith that He will see me through.. He has said He has plans for us and they’re for good and he accomplishes all He sets out to do. I’m doing things for HIS glory. Even if I’m daily made to feel as though I am insane, misled, harming our peers/family/children with “nonsense” that is a “waste of time” that “takes you away from me, the family”. I have invited spouse anon to join me. This is big. I don’t understand the aversion.. it’s truth. People are DYING. Children are now being RESCUED. The leader of the Free World, our badass & beloved POTUS is addressing us, the anons, on 8chan. He and a select few in his sphere. Thanking God for his provision for the movement and protection for President Donald J. Trump and pray He continues to guide him daily in all of his affairs.

Thank you

o7 over