Big difference in dying for a friend who will live than to take your own life. Jesus was murdered. He prayed for God to have a plan B but submitted so that His sacrifice would be seen by God in our place. HE is our righteousness.
Worthy is the Lamb that was slain (instead of us for eternity) to receive power and riches and wisdom and might and honor and glory and blessing! He was blameless.
The only true right we have is to burn in hell for eternity but He had the right to live for eternity with His Father. Better to have Him as your defense lawyer instead of judge.
Dig His word for eternal truth! Ask Him, seek Him, and you will get "answers" and find Him. He loves you and gave His life for you so you could be with Him forever.
No better friend.
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