>I wish I never watched porn in my entire fucking life. it fucked me up badly. if you're reading this, save your fucking self and drop it.
Congratualations, anon. The first step to being freed from a vice is admitting firstly that it IS a vice and secondly that it has you in its grip. Exposing the works of darkness and bringing them into the light is the best possible disinfectant/cure. Praying for you.