Anon here.
Anxiety through the roof.
Feel sick to my stomach.
Hoping someone can say something to give some reassurance.
I don't want to be in mental prison anymore.
And am not projecting, just being real.
Thanks everyone.
I appreciate y'all very much.
Will take all advice, save beer for tomorrow. Too low right now.
I want you all to know that I do feel shame for things that I have shared on here.
No matter how different we are, I believe that you want good and prosperity for all, as do I.
I will be checking out for a while. How long that while is, I don't know, but I really believe that I need a longer break than usual this time. Especially from here. I really love you all, but perhaps I'm not ready to be the warrior that you deserve. Will be sending Q & Q+ and all of your families and all Anons my love and good vibes, every second that I look into the sun. Thanks for all the help and guidance. God bless you all.
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