Hello anon - there are probably many of us here who got our careers crushed because we spoke out or acted against multi-million dollar boondoggles. There is no way back for some of us. I accept that. But I'm grateful that this is a time we can stand side by side instead of alone. I'm riding with you.
I pray that the Lord God of Hosts lifts you up and gives direction for a new start that delights your heart for the rest of your years.