Anon,
In my 49+ years on this planet, I have repeatedly asked the same…
We do not understand the suffering that happens here…
I can only offer this ~ while in many of my darkest moments ~ we do not remember Why we originally asked/ contracted with GOD to come here to learn…
I do know It's Not Easy…and for that reason alone, it's Why We Took the job/ task/ opportunity/ to come here…