Last night I was really anxious because it seems like things are in REALLY in motion and really happening and whenever things appear to be going good in my life I get nervous and anxious because I expect the rug to get pulled out from under me any minute (because unfortunately that's what's happened to me so many times before - including the loss of my beloved brother to addiction just last year who had been sober for 6 months at the time of the relapse that took him from me). So I started reading to try and calm my nerves and try to sleep. I started reading this book called a Case of Christ about an atheist journalist turned investigating in an attempt to prove his Christian wife wrong (he's now a believer) and I opened up where I'd left off at the end of chapter 1 and opened second chapter and LOOK…