Whew boy, does this ever hit close to home. All I can say, Anon, is that I have no doubts but that the deep state/dark state/cabal, as well as the pharmaceutical companies want us all dead, and they will use our human failings, our propensities toward addictions or just impulsive behaviors to kill us. If for nothing else, Anon, fight the good fight against the evil motherfuckers, refuse to be their slave. I myself am struggling to quit smoking cigarettes after over 40 years. I don't wish to be a slave to Philip Morris and the Cancer Industry any longer. Godspeed to us all.