Helluva storm tonight, shit
Try not to be so hard on yourself. Set aside some time and go to Qmap.pub, click the SORT button and start from the first drop. Dont dry dick it either, get a marker and a stack of blank papers and write down names and entities that stand out to you, in a new tab start researching those individual topics. Youre going to notice different things and have your own input and its valuable to other anons. Just jump in dude.
"To find talented subjects"
Yeah fuckin right CIA. Why would someone with such talents tell you? You guys would probably just whack them as a secuirty measure to protect your secrets.