There is nothing more hilarious than the creation questioning and challenging it’s creator. Humans have this pathetic condition of believing that if they do not understand something, that it makes no sense. And if it makes no sense, it is not true.
Here’s some tough information. God exists. You will play by his rules whether you like it or not. There is no “opt out” because you don’t understand, or don’t believe.
The nature of reality does not depend on your belief to continue being true. So you had better be damn well sure your arrogance and pride are not clouding your judgement, because you only get one shot at this.
The worst case scenario for a Christian being wrong is that you live a more morally centered life, and then die and turn in to nothing.
The worst case scenario for everyone else is that you did not believe, and then die only to stand before your creator to answer for all you have done wrong. And then judgement, and punishment. For eternity. That never ever ever stops.
So believe what you want, but you damn well better make sure you get it right.