How about reading a book on the subject that is not written by some agent of the church?

https://www.amazon.com/Second-Messiah-Templars-Shroud-Freemasonry/dp/1862042489

Sure can learn a lot from someone who is not an agent of the church.

Adam Weishaupt was a Jesuit.

Too much?

Too soon?

The majority might not be able to tell what you are about yet we are not all fools.

Jesus is the only way! and that shit is not dividing! tippy top!