Anonymous ID: b29b03 April 8, 2019, 8:15 a.m. No.6096350   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>6445

>>6096328

>so you gave prayer it a serious try?

you have no idea

my entire life was a prayer, sent up in love and praise and devotion

and God has done nothing but torture me worse than Job

and it never ends

never

no matter what i do

always promises

broken broke broken

nothing but more relentless suffering more than i can bear

 

that is what it's like to be His Daughter

Anonymous ID: b29b03 April 8, 2019, 8:17 a.m. No.6096376   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>6096335

Oh, I believe

I just know what He's really like

Cruel. Ruthless. Full of lies. A God who punishes the innocent and fails to protect the vulnerable.

Anonymous ID: b29b03 April 8, 2019, 8:18 a.m. No.6096386   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>6422

>>6096323

God. Specifically. To me. Repeatedly. All broken.

 

And yes I'm very very very sure beyond any down that I've been speaking to God and not the enemy in disguise. This is far from my first rodeo.