Calling Trump a pos serves no purpose. You are an adult who has made wrong choices in life to be where you are. Many have no healthcare for a variety of reason, but taking on the victim role at 64? You have a huge chip on your shoulder, luckily within a year you will have medicare and get the medical help you need. https://www.medicaresupplement.com/content/what-age-does-medicare-start/ The system will be fixed soon, but only when people realize it was broken on purpose a long time ago. Trump is fixing it, just not on your time table. Patience. Prayers you get the help you need.