GOOD DAY TO END THE MISERY. EASY FOR FAMILY TO REMEMBER THIS WAS THE DAY I GAVE UP TRYING TO REDPILL THEM… THEY'RE ON THEIR OWN NOW. WHO THE HELL WANTS TO SIT AT EASTER DINNER WITH THEIR IGNORANCE LET ALONE FEEL LIKE PUTTING LOVE INTO PREPARING IT. I'M FEELING SO OVERWHELMED WITH THE UGLINESS IN THE WORLD, TRAPPED IN MY FEELINGS.. WHO THE HELL DO YOU TURN TO WHEN EVERYONE YOU CARE ABOUT THINKS YOU'RE NUTS.

SORRY FOR MESSING UP THE BREAD, I JUST HAD TO SAY IT SOMEWHERE BEFORE I EXPLODE AND REALLY DO HURT MYSELF WHICH IF I HAD THE GUTS RIGHT NOW I WOULDN'T BOTHER TEXTING ABOUT. CAN I PRAY FOR THE STRENGTH TO KILL MYSELF, DOES GOD ANSWER THOSE PRAYERS TOO?

I'M NOT LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY JUST RELIEF….