Anonymous ID: 1eaf41 April 13, 2019, 8:28 a.m. No.6163345   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun   >>3355 >>3390

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One night in a ripping Feb. storm 200 miles out I had a sea take me off the boat. I could literally se the whole underside of the boat as it rolled away and I could hear the wheel off to my left, whomp whomp whomp. The boat came back, I thought I was going to be under it and go through the prop.

The hull rushed by, the rail went under and Bam, I was back on deck. I still have nightmares from that where I wake up soaking wet.

Some years later I had a leg crushed on a boat.

I remember waking up with the worst spasms I ever had. The pain dr. walked in just as one hit, she still refers to it as the day my eyes popped out of my head. I could keep going but you get the idea.

Yeah, PTSD sucks. Those who donโ€™t have it will never truly understand what it can do to a person.

The strongest of people in both body and mind suffer can suffer from it. Itโ€™s not a weakling issue in the least.

At prime I was 5โ€™11, 230 lbs with a 33โ€ waist and could lift the front wheels of a VW off the ground and shoulder a barrel of oil. I spent much of my life offshore, had boats sink out from under me, been airlifted by the Coast Gaurd (canโ€™t say enough good things about Coasties, Fact!), seen men go over and dissapear into the night astern never to be seen again. I could go on and on but PTSD is real and it sucks!

I canโ€™t imagine what combat Vets go through.

My heart and thanks go out to them.

Rant over, thanks for being Anons guys. Love you allโ€ฆ..no homo

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