>>6164293 (pb)

Had a similar experience with a dark presence standing at the foot of my bed. I refused to open my eyes and acknowledge it, but kicked in it's direction. Once gone, I turned on a podcast that was speaking the word of God and left it on all night. I feel I rebuked that presence and claimed my sovereignty. I know it sounds weird, because it is.

We each have a say in our experiences and these dark forces use deception to make us think we're powerless. We're taught not to judge, to be polite, to defer, etc. I now know that my judgements based on my experiences are valid information that God can use as input to a larger judgement. We are points of reference, points of perspective – and with that, I register my judgement against those who exploit and manipulate the innocent. I imagine these dark souls being sucked into a black hole and disintegrating.

>>6164387

I agree with advice already given: get somewhere affordable and find a job to stabilize your situation.

In addition, get aligned so that you attract better things into your life. You need to make decisions from a positive place. That means praying, or meditating, or listening to law of attraction podcasts…whatever works for you. You have to break the cycle of low vibration/negative experiences. You can do this incrementally. Just make sure that between two choices, you always choose the better feeling path. Each step in the right direction will get you to where you need to be.

>>6164570

Yes, I feel it was wanting to feed off my energy and I was awakening and beginning to protect myself.

For years I efforted to succeed not realizing the fix was in. Through that struggle, I generated fear-based energy.

As I began to piece together the truth about the nature of our existence, my energy became less and less available.

>>6164525

Thank you for listening. :)

>>6164759

Using logical thinking per Q's directive.

It was set up outside the secure government network to be accessible.

ALL people with security clearances know what is inside secure infrastructure and what is outside.

They KNOW how to handle secure data.

The existence of the server is evidence of mal-intent.

>>6164723

Still not enough, and doesn't explain the pattern of collapse.

Much of the steel disintegrated.

>>6164930