Anon, have you ever just gone in and talked to the recruiter and said what you just wrote?
What have you got to lose by asking…again?
I hope you find a way to get where you want to be
I’m really praying for you here anon….
Just keep knocking on those doors and walking through the ones that open for you - right now and be surprised where you end up :)
Proving ground
How much of Gods will we are able to fulfill….
How willing we are to stare at the enemy and still hold the note of peace ( serving justice can be quite peaceful btw )