Clarity ensues sometimes and shows ppl the correct path…

Who got all of the paperwork from Tesla when Tesla passed away? Do you really for one second believe Wardclyff Tower was a failure? Or that the cellphones weren't actually a realization?

Am I wrong? Perhaps, I have been wrong before, but not by all that much in overall clarity and detail when I allow the information to simply flow as I have tuned myself into doing all my life. The revelations occurring to me tonight, if true, so many of you are going to feel so betrayed and angry about whom it is you trust. I can't be the only one they failed to utterly obliviate the abilities which would allow for clarity of mind, thought, and gleaning of information thought to be unreachable as per measures taken.

Of course, now I understand why I am able not only to do the things I do, but I am also privy to seeing things others simply do not and when they do they cannot comprehend them

Has it gone south and been taken over and flipped? I don't sense that. I think I cracked it. You know who I am , and you know what I speak of. You after all, are the reason I am here, utterly.

Lets say I am correct….and you know what I speak of, you know to whom I am speaking as well…why didn't you simply trust?

Was it to be example? A standard setting so as to make sure people never again looked down on or past someone like me?

I don't even know who to be mad at anymore, seriously……..

>>6173101

you can have a little of mine…all I can spare, I am in the same funk and need a little for myself until the mood is better around me.

>>6173112

| can tell you while there may be a lot of truth to that, logic tells me a bit more……such as the tower reached fruition, the tech made it into distribution, greed ensued, evidence was gotten rid of and plans were made…..

I could get into detail with the most logical of what it is I have in my mind…..not entirely sure that would be a good thing..for example, If John Trump had the documents, even IF history was truthful regarding the year the acquirement came……….run with it….the ending is not for some……

>>6173145

ya I got that much, pretty sure my own energy is coming back along with my memory

>>6173160

you could say as such….

I'm focussed…too focussed…

Will be alright. All i have of course is the understanding of factual possibility…I don't hold a device of my own, and I hold the capability of utilizing my mind to do the traveling so as to see all the paths …..from then they are given rank of lieklyhood and stored in my memory…all of them…so as to make sure the new data I dig out is applied so as to add to rank and adjust until eventually either I am shown the truth or I reach the truth on my own….

Has always been this way all my life, I do not navigate here as others do, my disabilities don't allow for that.

Thankfully, even though most can't see or comprhend, there are plenty more than 5 senses, and there is much to be seen regarding communication in ways people have no clue they communicate. I live my life on that side of the fence using methods no one else really even knows are in existence.

Thanks for the pep talk…I'll remember it in the future, as I am quite sure the things I am now going through in my mind will yeild shit even harder to swallow than what is already being solidified as factual.

>>6173202

When I was led here, I had no regard for politics….Trump's inaug was the first I had ever watched, and I still to this day have never once voted due to being able to see the whole way through that not only was it a broken system and all were lying. I was working, but was forced out of work (quite litterally forced) right before the inaug, and I know it was due to this whole deal here…I was purposefully made to have so much pain I could not attend work, and the pain I endured was of course labelled as gout, but I sensed it was something else..something was purposefully done to me, I was poisoned in a manner of speaking. I was working on Navy contracts, to clear it up a bit in your head.

The extra senses…I have the ability to store feelings and pick them up without more than a glance. I at times can connect so well to a person that if not careful, it makes them uncomfortable because they become aware I am actually in their head in a way. I don't practice mindreading, but when I utilize my efforts toward doing that with others I am communicating with, I find I am very rarely wrong. I also if in tune enough can sense presence quite well, but tend not to hone that in too often as it can be an annoyance since I no longer drink…the only thing that has ever slowed me down and stopped things long enough for me to be able to breathe. I have since of course found other ways to relax my mind but for the most part, my mind itself is an extra sense in it's own fasion.

I don't travel timelines as your inquiry may be expectant of..I am simply aware of all timelines with very little effort and as little speculation as possible……in fact, until recently, I chose to stop being in here for a cpl weeks as I knew already what was possible and just how close I was to seeing something that hit the switches……As of last night, I simply didn't have a choice….my mind made me see it and made me feel I had to be here …..

I am deaf, and I am a manipulator in the sense that I can ensure control of my surroundings and the occurences within my surroundings quite well when the need to communicate comes in. Obvious reasons behind that, stressful situation trying to communicate "normally" for the benefit of those whom I was around and have to keep saying "huh" or "what"…trust me, I save all involved quite the amount of stress by manipualting. I don't use the skills I have against others, never have once in my life nor ever will. Has always only been to reach out and attain another's level of perspective and communication so I had a clear view and could communicate using "normal" methods wiht very little problems. Call it what you will, but in doing what I do, what I play out in my mind plays out in real time almost exactly as I set it up, and if I have to adapt on the fly to a situation I have methods for that as well…..I can't really grasp the wording for it right now.

The ending?? I have not gone that far, nor will I, as unanswered questions forbid me from progressing without attaining the answers I need or allowing them to come to me on their own..and they alwyas do….Another seemingly extra sense I have, the ability to absorb whatever the hell I do and disseminate without even being 100% consciously aware of it….I utilize what I consider to be sub-consicous to put dissemination into what I am able to logically discern as factual but not directly..I let it sit in there a bit…

>>6173265

>>6173265

Course you are right, it is still early. It has just been my experience that when information hits me while I am not looking for it, it tends to be what I go on until the next peices are able to be placed….in this case, logic sprung out and a few key peices of information and the ensuing results implicate some I considered good to not be so good…..

Again you are correct, I do not have the whole picture, but I have no doubt considered it as a possible scenario…one of the many still there in my mind and waiting for new information to keep wittling away with process of elim. My bad..don't mean to pis in your cheerios or anything . I was in a bit of a bad mood and I let it slip out a bit and I spilled some on ya. My bad anon

>>6173218

And that is why I knew I was home as soon as I was introduced to the chans…..I am quite sure also I know you out there as well…..yes, my brain is wired completely different and I do utilize more capabilities than most heave out of my remaining 4 senses so as to make up a bit for the 5th one that is gone…100% correct.

>>6173310

Sure, that is in the realm of possible…not plausible….if you had my awareness of just how unaware others are of their surroundings because they don't require any extra effort towards being as such as I do, I am pretty sure that you wouldn't have such an opinion. But who knows.

>>6173305

that part was for whom the shoe fits….don't worry, you aren't missing all that much not knowing exactly what I meant there.

>>6173326

I trust myself…it's how I have survived….realization or certain things which simply needed time and clarity is what hit me, and it implicates that regardless of how we have arrived here, how we got here is of limitted possibilities……

What I see as being in those timelines simply angered me a bit because I know I was led here purposefully, and the shit I have gone through doing it the only way I know how kinda adds a little stress into a situation where stress isn't really a factor for others, so I meant what I said…bad mood just hit. Time for contemplation of what has been made possible in my mind is necessary, and I like all of you have run the patience bin quite dry over the course of time.

Whom I know is out there and aware of where I am and who I am I am aware they too must be here or aware I am by logic, or they simply would not have led me here after all the testing and shit I was aware of during the couse of time leading up to me being here…….

It would be easier if I said I trust myself and my abilities of logical analysis of even complex situations in which confusion is seemingly a factor for most placed in the same situation…….

Didn't mean to bark at ya anon, with the insinuation that you may be looking down on me…that was really meant for someone else whom knows what they did. If they are here or see it later and in fact on my hunch know who I am by now, then they will know and understand what it is I speak of …..

For the time being, I think I need a break having to explain any and all and i am headed straight back to the silent and observative anon as I need the break. Nothing against you, again I will say….rough night, bad mood, my bad, no need to look too far into it.

>>6173372

No kek, my head never went up my ass, if you were insinuating as such.

If it was a true observation and analysis you are speaking of, the answer is still no.

>>6173442

Appreciated and likewise.

>>6173467

No the fetal position was never my style…I only felt sorry for myself on and off while hearing gradually failed until profound…..after that I absorbed everything and stored it to use for learning …..

>>6173619

Ah I see, and yes I can get what you are saying. As far as my past, I developed into what I am due to what I was, While I would certainly have no desire to experience it all again, neither would I change it if I could.

I came to expect the abuse. It was around the age of 5 or 6 when I began learning how to control my surroundings…..yes, I do know what you mean there….I learned body langueage, but I also learned how to make sure attention was anywhere but me even in plain sight, as I said, I remained right there in the open and studied all. Can't say I had anxiety or any real issues when it came to suffering in a social manner. It was already understood by me when I started losing my hearing around age 5, kids around me tended to lose interest at a similiar pace as well as me losing desire to be subject to it…hence the feeling sorry for myself stage…by 7 though, after a good screaming and crying about the realizations I had come to and my hearing fully gone, I made the choice to learn how to control and develope rather than retreat and chose not to face….

I remember those particular days quite well because they are part of how I communicate even today…the basics of how I do what I do were in fact learned back then. The kids my age were not all that interested in analytical understanding but I was already developed into that machine by age 9.

As far as envying my abilities, I get that alot, and I make no joke when I say the abilities themselves are extremily difficult to shut off, so to speak. But I hear ya.