I'm so tired. We tried to stop them. We really did. And we failed so miserably. They destroyed the whole country, leveled it with the ground. They killed my beautiful people by milliones. And yet you don't get it. We weren't fighting just for our people but whole of Europe, Occidental. And every day I watch the results of our defeat. Slowly killing me. If I take my life will I reincarnate as ignorant idiot or will I again have the privilage of reliving my failures and at the same time living their consequences. Sorry people I had to vent. Watching your people civilizaton getting destroyed over and over again and feeling powerless… I hate this game