Things will look better tomorrow. You have lots of skills, you just do not realize it, and you are still young and can learn new skills.Do you live in a state where cannabis is legal? Maybe a joint or 2 will help your transition, from what sounds like much rougher drugs like opioids and xanax.
The best parts of the show are about to start, justice is on the horizon.
Find a new job, learn a new skill. You will meet some friends , give it some time. You have frens here.
Learn how to make memes? go to img flip, and yuou can make them for free. Make memes to help Trump, or ones for your frens here on the board.
You can contribute in many ways, you are already here. You can help dig, help by posting good tweets from twitter, or checking key twitter accounst from bad guys and good guys for new interesting tweets.
So many little things you can do to help contribute.
YOU HAVE VALUE, WE ALL LOVE YOU FREN.(no homo)