i would like some spiritual anons to chime in if they can. Our son took his life but he self-immolated(burned beyond recognition). He had mental health issues and was medicated at the time. I have been following here since 4 chan and CBTS and he begged me to watch I Pet Goat last year. I finally watched it a few months ago and he kept telling me there is more to it. Anyways, I showed him the clip from Notre Dame fire in I Pet Goat about the spires and crown of thorns posted here.. I don't remember the day but he is deceased as of the 17th in his 33nd year. His body has not been identified (dental) and I just want to know if he will be excepted to GOD as he suicided. He became really spiritual this last year and I want to confirm he will be with GOD. This is not a slide or larp.There is no sauce because they can't identify him from dental. I guess I want prayers and know he is with God. Old "Leaf" mom hurting.

>>6258540

no he planned it. bought gas can before he came here. seemed fine,resume for job at a homeless shelter. Left here and bought 1 litre of gas. Someone called in a fire at @ 3 am . It was him. Beautiful boy reminds me of beautifil mind extremely intelligent. I just want to know if he can pass over. We hurt.

i don't know what mortal sin he would have but it was suicide. He went off meds last year and talked about repressed memories that I know weren"t real.He lit himself on fire in our home in Jan. I caught him and they committed him for a month. Injectable drug(slow release) and in a rooming house after. I havent gone there yet. It is horrific.

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I never thought much about the significance until my hubby was writing the obit and put 33nd year and bells went off. I am on here too much but this last year he became really spiritual and went to church met with jehovah and got sirius radio for gospel channel. We aren't much of faith but if I drove him he had to have gospel on. I just think Q and the end isn't for everyone.

thank you. I needed to hear that. He needed something from God but we couldn"t help. I wanted to know he is there now. I just got spooked when I thought about 17 and 33. Spend too much time on here and can't imagine it covers Canada too. Thank you for your thoughts

>he wouldn't go on computer anymore and just bought cell phone in Feb. so we could contact him.I cant talk to hubby about this Q or woke but my eyes are open.

this is a response i needed badly. It really helps now. hole in my heart.

>>6258521

>>6259026 thank you can't even process it. Told not to go to sight or identify.. very handsome caring boy what was in his mind was unimaginable. I try to just remember him as he was not where he left. Bigger than what we can imagine scares me now.