I told another anon in need last thread, I'll tell all you Night Shift anons the same thing. God is within us all. Some more than others, but all of us. In some, He is completely dormant. In some, He is completely active. Our actions on this planet indicate how close we are to God. Seek Him and you will find Him. Ask Him for what you need, and He will provide it. Believe in God within you, and pray to Him for victory over the evil in this world. Believe that God and Good will triumph over evil, and it will happen. We have Heaven here on Earth, if only we recognize it.
Seek and ye shall find. Ask and it will be given. God wins. We win. Every time. For all time.