I'm sorry. That is awful.
I'm sorry you never got a say.
Know that the relationship was probably not right for you.
Instead, it paves the way for someone amazing to come into your life.
Someone who thinks the say way you do, and who you can communicate with, and who will actually listen to what you want.
Just think of the amazing life (and child) you will have with that individual.
And, always, always, ask for the True Jesus to come in whenever you are having a hard time.
He is your very best friend and will always stand by your side.