>>6305266 (lb)
I want you to that I have first hand knowledge of how you feel.
At the age of 23 my longtime girlfriend got pregnant and we talked about getting married. We had not settled on our exact course however abortion was not on the table from my prospective.
Fast forward a couple of months and that is when she told me that she had gotten an abortion. She showed me little concern and no remorse. It ended our relationship immediately.
That was 24 years ago and I have to be honest, there have been numerous times that I got depressed thinking about the 'what ifs'.
I ended up having three amazing children, but God did not bless me with any boys- so I could only wonder if my boy got aborted.
This is where you need to pay attention. God has always reminded me that His plan is what was intended for me. My daughters are all amazing children and love Jesus immensely. He can help you overcome this. Harming others out of this situation will not honor your child, their memory, nor God. While it may seem like you will feel better, it will only cause you more heartache.
You WILL get through this if you turn to Jesus and rely on HIS strength. You will never forget your lost child, but in time, you will hold dear memories of the love that you have in your heart for your child and they will always be a part of who you are. Keep your chin up and understand that Jesus Changes Everything.
WRWY Where we go one we go all!
Godspeed Patriot!