No. Ending it ain't an option. Get that out of your head. When life gets tough, just get on here and talk about it. Hell, I can even start a fight with you on purpose so you can call me a shioll or a clown if that makes you feel better. :-)
Hang in there fellow anon. We need you for the war. We are all hurting. Shit is upside down. This is as much research as it is therapy for me. No, I dont know your whole story but I know what it is to hurt and what it is to face situations that seem impossible. I used to get depressed and turned into an alcoholic drug user. I still am, but I learned to turn the depression into anger. It is way more productive. Dont get sad, anon. Dont end it. Aim your frustration at something positive. Thats what we do.
We are anon.