Hair are spiritual antenna.
Think https:// en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trichotillomania
OCD sufferers usually complain about high anxiety and bad thoughts. Some take to picking at their sensory organs in an unconscious manner.
And we keep going 'till we get it right.
As you will, but I'd ask you to reconsider as your talents sound more than a little useful and if you've been here you know what's at stake.