>>6357692 (l/b)
> If anything good for me came of this is I stopped hating. Thanks QTeam and Anons.
It gives me great joy to hear that. So happy for you. Hatred can be such poison to the soul. It is so liberating to be freed from hatred, especially when it has become a deep-seated, character flaw.
It took me many years to learn the lesson of repaying evil with good but when eventually I "got it" and started practising it, the results were as amazing as they were unexpected (to me, anyway.) People are disarmed when their evil intent is repaid with kindness and it often stops them in their tracks. It can turn a vicious, downward spiral into a virtuous, upward spiral. Obvious, with hindsight, but took me far too long to learn the lesson. God be with you and bless you, dear anon. So happy for you.