I don't know what to do. Q, I've tried. I have not been wise, and now my life is collapsing on me.

I will keep fighting as best I can, but I may have to fight to survive most of the time now. I don't know what is going on, or if any of my efforts have mattered, or helped, or should be continued. Not really sure ANYONE is in my corner, and certainly this is the case tangibly speaking.

Godspeed to good people, if any are listening.