I have lost all faith in this project, I have lost all credibility to my friends and family. I am a laughing stock on account of my hermitdom leading me to these venues, snowballing how little other people respect my opinions. Der normie does not respect anything but fear, game-changing revelations are seen as partisan lies. Impermeable, useless mass of begging baby birds.

The only way for individuals in my situation to be redeemed socially whatsoever is for that 80/20 to be flipped. I'm out.