I hate people saying "It will get better." Sometimes, for some people, it doesn't. I just stays the same. No matter whay is tried, no matter how many times they "suck it up" nothing changes for them. People spend years in this state just making the best of every day knowing that it will never get "better."
Now that is some bullshit right there. Spoken from someone who probably hasn't had everything go bad over and over again. My thoughts? My thoughts didn't create the life where my dad sexually assaulted 2 of my sisters. My thoughts did not create the world where I was raised by an emotionally abusive narcissist. My thoughts didn't cause my oldest son to be born with autism. My thoughts didn't cause my best friend to commit suicide. My thoughts didn't cause nearly every "friend" I have ever had to come running to me to help them when they were in the gutter but totally betray me when their lives improved.
No, my thoughts have not created the shit world I live in. Over and over I have forced myself to "be positive" and know things are going to work out. You know what? They don't. Ever. Just the same shit keeps coming at me.
Don't tell me my thoughts create my life. My thoughts have gotten me through my life because I am stronger than all those people who have hurt me. But, I am tired. Tired of hearing stupid people say "it will get better." I've been working and waiting for it to "get better" for almost 30 years.
She really looks like Alyssa Milano. Makes you wonder…
And what was said went right over your head. Typical. I get it, you got screwed and lost millions. But, you had millions to lose. You saw success. It was taken away, but you had it. Some never get to see it because life just keeps shitting on them over and over and it is all they can do to get through another day.
Lost millions…that means you had more than most will ever know. Yet you want to lecture people without about suffering.
No, it doesn't. It proves that my thoughts have not changed reality one bit.
So according to you, it is my fault my oldest son was born with autism and abused multiple times in different schools?
Is that what you are saying?