Wasn’t there an FBI family burned like that? If I remember, it was in mid-2017. Some anons thought it was an FBI anon that had been on 4chan. I dont think anyone was implying the one that has post most recently. He and his entire family died in the fire. Was claimed to be an murder-suicide case. Anybody remembering this?
Stop everything and pray. I am not real religious that way, but it hit me that if I was feeling as you are, I would reach out for God to give me comfort and peace with myself. As Trump said, “What do you have to lose.”