Yeah…sjb here. Sorry to namefag but im tore up.
Want to fight on but really not doing well. My one family member or fren ive got left is on some of the worst drugs. He started up w them again after midterms..has been fucking insane since. Its my adopted father. It wont make aense but reaching out to him for help with some health issues ive been having set off a terrible fight. Hard when you cannot be candid with the last NPC in your life.
Health, financial issues lack of support etc all really weighing my ass down, makkng it even harder for me to improve my situation. The fight on this board an my dogs are all i really have left. Really tough time anons. Im surr i sound like a pussy an probably that is true. Clild use prayers frens. Im tryin to hang in there