Journal it and then research but ultimately it may be that the message is specifically for you to unravel. Universal stream of consciousness type stuff. Powerful! Welcome to the Future! Have you interacted with "beings" or a type of counsel?
Went through something similar also around 40. Went to a sweat lodge with the Bear Clan for a season and during that time had several very intense experiences (too real to be considered dreams).
In one I was somewhere far away in space standing before a light counsel of being. They set behind a raised podium and were very large in size but cloaked with dark robes and hoods. Their faces were concentric circles. There was no fear and I stood there as 'they communicated to me' - not verbally but I felt they were downloading something deep into my consciousness.
Later I had another (usually these happened right after a sweat lodge ceremony when I was recovering) this time I was a ball of green neon glowing energy moving/gliding through space. When I woke up I got the message that this is all were are - energy moving through space giving off sparks (and we should be positive).
In other I was in a familiar place but it kept changing (it was like I could see it through a period of time/history morphing) when I walked in it was older than my time (like a way station or old saloon). There was no bartender there but I ended up setting there with a beer next to a small leprechaun (best way I can describe the little fella). After our drinks and some conversation, he encouraged me to go through a doorway. Before I stepped into I examined the door framing and noticed there were small mushrooms growing on it. The little fella smiled and picked one and gave it to me without a word. It had sparks coming off of it and I popped it into my mouth. As the little guy smiled at me waiting for me to step through the door I stepped into a different direction and into nothingness (it wasn't scary there but was more like the essence of all - sorry very difficult to explain as it was understood so some different level). It was calming.
That is feeling I got from most of these happenings. The answer is not readily apparent but it is preparation for something. A type of refinement process perhaps?
Later I had a couple dreams where I was interacting with POTUS after he won the election. He was moving through his day kicking ass and taking names and I was trying to find ways to help/support.
In my opinion Trump has emerged as our champion and is helping to restore order. He is a Highlander after all. The "ones" on the throne are true pretenders/cultist.
Ah, back to the light counsel of beings (whom I understood the 7 or 9 cloaked figures to be - have a sketch somewhere?) they looked like the musicians from Magic Sword (maybe I need to pay more attention to these guys).
Regardless we are in an epic battle between good and evil and I think we are being called to take sides. But 1st we have to get our own shit together.
We, as a movement, certainly need to learn how to triage the innocent ones caught up in the system or born into it. What exist now seems to exist only to feed victims into the beast system that has been constructed. And if Kappy isn't in protective custody then he was failed in my estimation.
Be Best! or as my battle buddy used to say "be mo bestest!"
Peace Frens
@11:11 pm est looking up at big dipper saw a fast mover. It looked to be skimming the atmosphere, oblong neon blue pulsing/phasing in and out. Flashed 3 or 4 times then lost visual. Anyone tracking? N to NE
I agree. If you pay attention to the night sky you will see some interesting phenomena. Regarding the Standford Kentucky UFO (article linked) my family and I witnessed that one before it went over the ridge and abducted those three women. It is said to be the best documented sighting and encounter (many people all over the county reported it). It was rotating and had different colored light on it's side so it seemed to be the "traditional" UFO. Wasn't scary but we all stood there watching it dumbfounded. This was 1976. The women that got abducted had radiation sickness as a result so maybe a hint at the tech?
https://www.ufocasebook.com/Stanford.html