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he asks us to forgive him.
he didn't know it was bad when he did it but as soon as he had, he knew then.
"I betrayed you guys, and it happened in the blink of an eye"
so he asks us to forgive him but he also says that what he did will make many people hate him.
he asks us to forgive him.
more Kappy transcript.
"Is Q mad at me right now?
ya, probably.
People are going to be very fucking hurt.
People are going to get their feelings hurt in a big way "
Issac Kappy 'suicide'
"in the blink of an eye" he says he betrayed like Judas betrayed.
Says some great man talked to him, who was that?
he made a very bad decision, he says.
says it's a 'Blow to the Awakening'
he talked to a 'really great man'
and told him he'd try and make the best of it.
Says he's 'sorry he won't be there to see it' I suppose meaning what is coming next .
"I betrayed a trust, is what I did. I betrayed a trust in a very petty way"
"whose trust? ahh everybodies"
"I know everyone loves me and it feels like shit.
"iI'm not a patriot, I'm not a patriot. I was I'm not a patriot anymore"
"I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me."
though I have a lot of light inside I also have a lot of darkness.
I didn't learn to make peace with it and Iididn't learn to come to the light.
"so basically you will hate me. Ya you might hate me You mgith hate me. You might learn to hate me. "
"I'm sorry I betrayed you"
he talks about being in the light, and how easy it is to go lower and that when you are lower you can sin instantly, with dire consequence.
He didn't get to the part about forgiveness it seem when he learned about Jesus.
He does ask us to forgive him.
'ya I am in danger and it's all my fault'
"This will be a blow for a lot of people. People are going to be sad. So I wnat you to be there for them ."
"this fight is noble. "
"did I astral travel to the wrong place?
I'll tell you what I did I'll tel lyou what I did.
I went to a level of awareness a veyr high level of awareness
and then I went to a looooowwww awareness."
"usually if you look too hard for the darkness, usually it just kinda seeps in"
we are all being tested. your loyalty
when you're in God's light there is no panic. Ther eis no rush.
every moment is a choice. choose the light.
I gambled on something stupid without thinking without fucking thinking
"he didn't know it was wrong at the time.
realized soon after it was wrong
undid it real quick
and said 'that was dumb'
the realization was quick
but the decision was what mattered"
digitial? ya it was digital.
I don't want to reveal it because harm could be done from it ,so.
"I betrayed you guys, and it happened in the blink of an eye"
'there are no short cuts to enlightments' enlightment is of the moment" quote s someone he's reading on line whose messaging during his broadcast.
was I tempted by someoen I trusted, ya, it was pretty elaborate to be honest.
"don't get so upset about the monsters out there that you become one within"
"I got so focused on the evil that's out there that I did not find the evil with in and focus on the light."
end of Kappy notes
you assume that someone would say 'success' and then you could say 'oh you brutes, suicide is always a horrible thing'?
I'd agree with you but you'd only quote the one who said the thing that makes Q look bad?
is that what you want to hear? It makes me sound like an anon who expects you to be a shill and trying to draw out our darkness so you can strangle us with it?
but maybe you are an angel of light and hope and here to draw out all of our goodness?
I ask you: is there an answer to your question that is not acceptable? Why just two choices? "Yes, it's good", "no, it's bad."
at least one more choice: your question is tasteless and it's odd to answer such a question, as it is an obvious troll of the anon.
I have to say that I'm rather shocked that you wouldn't think that we wouldn't know immediately that you are just trolling us with your 'question' I put it in quotes and use grammar that just appears as I type, and make few, or no corrections, enter the captcha and hit New Reply.
is that what your publishers are looking for? a how to?
the real anon experience?
I will ask you again: what code of journalism ever treats suicide as 'a good thing'? Is it ever OK to act as if suicide is 'good' in modern journalism?
I suggest it never is. those who claim a suicide as good are usually presented as being callus and coldhearted.
so your question is ridiculous and I will not answer it.
the satire ends right now.