This morning I had a total crash and burn. Massive meltdown. Lost all faith in anything to do with any of this. Anybody who never experiences that isn't committed enough TO experience it. They don't care enough to have that kind of reaction. Maybe they're just here for the imagined glory; "me too." At any rate I didn't dive into the ugly state I was in; I came here and asked for help getting out of it. As expected, the weakest links saw me as prey and landed all over me, but also as expected, a couple anons who really seemed to have their heads on their shoulders actually stepped up to the plate and really did help me to pull out of it. And I will not hesitate to do it for the next person. It's not about never feeling doubt. It's about feeling it full force … and conquering it. I was already back in full swing before today's news broke. Thanks to those few anons who actually helped. So when the news broke … holy shit, things are moving again………
Some anons are just awesome.