“If you require proof, then you will not be found there after you die.”
Absolutely untrue.
Many Christians struggle with their faith throughout their lives. “Searching” for answers is not forbidden, nor does it exclude one from the Afterlife.
God was the same yesterday, as he is today, and will be tomorrow.
If you’re waiting on God to accommodate you, it could be a long wait. There is more “proof” out there than you realize.
Here’s some info. Do with it what you like. I hope you find it useful.
New Testament Documents and the Resurrection:
https://www.answering-islam.org/Shamoun/documents.htm
Does the Soul Exist? Evidence Says Yes.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/biocentrism/201112/does-the-soul-exist-evidence-says-yes
Archaeology Proves Bible History Accurate
https://www.thetrumpet.com/1912-archaeology-proves-bible-history-accurate
Evidences for the accuracy of the Bible:
http://storage.cloversites.com/makinglifecountministriesinc/documents/Proof%20the%20Bible%20is%20True.pdf
http://godevidence.com/2013/09/on-the-bible-and-fairy-tales-atheist-fairy-tales/
https://www.gotquestions.org/Bible-fairy-tale.html
https://truthfortheworld.org/science-proves-the-bible
Non-Biblical Evidence for the Historicity of Jesus of Nazareth, the Christ:
The historicity of Jesus Part 1 https://youtu.be/zrRQqYGf4O0
The historicity of Jesus Part 2 https://youtu.be/AqlFkGaDV_M
The historicity of Jesus Part 3 https://youtu.be/-qUcXXbde4w
The historicity of Jesus Part 4 https://youtu.be/HGb3pOq8ihc
Old Testament Evidence
http://www.generationword.com/_notes/3.html
The 50 Most Influential Christians of All Time – Brainz
https://www.brainz.org/50-most-influential-christians-all-time/
Scholars who dissent from Darwin’s Theory of Evolution
https://www.discovery.org/m/2019/02/A-Scientific-Dissent-from-Darwinism-List-020419.pdf
Science:
10 Scientific facts in the Bible https://youtu.be/t2sMJMXDiH4
10 Top Christian Scientists On Faith and Science https://youtu.be/W8XmXSMxXHQ
Science Leads to God https://youtu.be/t60MBskbNuc
Famous scientists who believe in God: http://www.godandscience.org/apologetics/sciencefaith.html