So you've let them take control of your conscience I see, by your personal belief limitations. Goodluck in life. How and why are you here again? Unless situation b is the case.
You sound like you live a very regressive life.
Which part of the white hat plan entails keeping the public ignorant to said symbology? Logical thinking disproves your statement immediately. Socratic method will help you in your journey.
You're literally using the cabals implemented model of life and consciousness. Which again, falls flat against simple logic. Maybe you need 10 to 20 years. But I'll tell you, myself and others like myself would need a tenth of that time. Some people progress, some regress.
I'd love for someone to claim coincidences.
Your reiteration of the word jew tells me all I need to know about you.