Did you expect war to feel like a day at the fucking spa?
Steady Anon. Steady.
In any case: you cant personally defeat this network by your actions. But your prayer can certainly change reality.
Pray. Seek the truth. Seek and offer love and forgiveness. These things matter.
we pray that His kingdom comes, no?
"The Kingdom of Heaven is like a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field; which indeed is smaller than all seeds. But when it is grown, it is greater than the herbs, and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in its branches."
And faith AS (not as small as, but as) a mustard seed moves mountains, no?
Q planted a seed of faith in us that we will win. It is up to us to let that faith grow and manifest itself as the strongest of the herbs such that birds may nest in its branches.
You are praying, but your words here say you have no faith that His kingdom is coming, and winning.
Choose wisely the outcome in which you have faith. This matters. Does your faith undermine your prayers?