You do realize there is a solution that would end both your misery, and the misery you bring here?
Say the word, and I'll hand load one just for you… for free, as it will be the last bullet you ever fire.
POS.
It will be a cold day in hell before an arrogant, selfish asshole like you can talk me into ANYTHING… including joining you in your self pity and unwarranted self esteem.
KYS… I'll help you with that… but, no more (you)s. Buh bye…