I want to follow Alice thru the hole but not that one the other one the one in our minds
I think that if I could follow her she wouldn’t really be real but would disappear when I become turned into her and I fall through it
I would like to fall through it and take all my friends with me and my enemies too who I love for the sake of love and if they die along the way that’s none of my bees wax
I would pray for my enemies but love my friends more because who can help that. When we all fall in line down the hole it will be like follow the leader and after a number of days we’ll all awaken but a day is like a thousand years and we’ll awaken in prime number intervals like cicadas.
And when we fall in line and I go first all my friends will go with me for I am a man under authority, having soldiers under me: and I say to this man, Go, and he goeth; and to another, Come, and he cometh; and to my servant, Do this, and he doeth it and Jesus marveled and that made me feel happy and proud when I pondered it like a daydream.