We are listening. If you would, we would be appreciative if you can compile the crumbs you dropped thus far and post them so we can start from the beginning. Sensing identity from text is sometimes an exercise in futility in these forums, and not all of us are fully capable of deciphering them.
Looking forward to the discussions and revelations, anon. Consider using some pic files with unique names that we can tie to your identity if you so choose, or last words we recognize.
Hope you are practicing proper opsec.